I am hurting. I feel like my heart has shattered into a million pieces and I will never be able to find them all. It's been a long while since we last spoke. Admittedly, things didn’t leave off on a good note… no matter how badly I wished to message you. Things between us will never be the same. Though I do miss you. I miss you more than you could ever know or ever believe. I still love you.
To sum it up, the last words you said to me implied that the time I spent with you, everything I did with you, and everything I said to you was a lie; that everything was a lie. That I was selfish; that no matter how hard I tried, no matter how much I did, I only cared about myself and not the slightest amount for you.That I said “f*** you” because of your mental illnesses. That in the end...
Broken Hearts
To who I used to be,
I remember when you were me and we were comfortable and safe. I was able to make it through the day when we were together. It has been a struggle without you by myside and it is hard to do the things we used to do together. I didn’t notice you slipping away from and then just one day you were just gone. I never realized how happy we were until you disappeared. I am sorry for letting you slip away, but can you come back please.
Since you have been gone it has been harder to do everything. There isn’t even a trace of you to help go through the day. I can’t smile like you would for me. We used to be perfect at that, no struggle just natural happiness. But without you I can’t even feel happy, even around my friends. Every joke that is made comes with a fake laugh...
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Dear Ex,
You broke my heart. Not only did you break it, you shattered it. Now I am left with all of the pieces that don't quite fit back together correctly. My heart was already cracked and broken in several places. When I met you I thought that your love was the glue to help mend what was broken. Instead, you held the weapon to destroy it once and for all.
You told me every day that you loved me. I love you so much, you said. Then the minute that there was a true conflict that arose, you chose to walk away. I was always there for you. When you needed me during your hard times, I was there. You told me that my sadness was too much for you. When I needed you, and you knew I did, you left. True love does not evaporate when there is an issue in the relationship. Was there someone else...
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To whoever needs this,
To start this, I have to introduce myself, I am A. That’s the name that I will go by at least on here. This is to both allow the people that have hurt me to remain blissful ignorant of how much they have truly affected me, and so that I can go around without people looking at me with pity. I don’t know if anyone ever feels the same way I do but I feel that I am always the friend that everyone forgets. I am forgettable I guess, no matter how long we have been friends or how much I have done for that person they will just up and abandon me. I don’t know why, but it has made me guarded of my feelings, so much so that when I do let someone in to just hurts ten times more when they ultimately leave. I am writing this not because I want sympathy or pity from...
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My baby, my sweetheart You heard my yearning and found your way to me. Your tiny soul made this long journey and traveled a distance that I thought was beyond any reach. But you still came looking for me and against all odds you found me. You quietly resided in my womb for two weeks before I finally found out that you were there. But instead of giving you a secure home, I told you that you would have to leave soon. The thought of letting you go broke my heart. But my angel, you deserve the sun and the moon and all the shiny stars in the sky. So I wanted to send you back to a better place where you will be wanted more and loved more. Please know my darling, that your Aai and Baba love you a lot. That’s what you would have called us if I had given birth to you. I knew that both of us...
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You can't see it or hear it, but it slowly devours you. Day by Day, it grows stronger. It wants to be your only friend...
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Dear korey,
I still dont understand it. How could you do this? How are you okay with this? Did you enjoy hurtting me like this? You made me into to someone i dont even recognize and you dont care. You told me that we were a forever thing no matter what but then all the lies came out and now I'm the only one who is hurt. Was she worth it? Does she make you happier? I just dont understand. You treated me like crap and you arent sorry for it. You still text me everytime yall fight and tell me you made a mistake. You asked if I would come back but to be completely honest, i wouldnt. You made me hate everyone and everything i hated myself. I gave you everything and it was never going to be good enough for you. You freaked out when i started dating but you were already living with someone...
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Dear Friend,
How are you ? We haven’t talked in awhile almost a whole month. Was it something I said, something we both know was a problem but neither of us wanted to address the issue. We used to be so close, I was either at your house or you were at mine. Our mutually love for baking was a basis we used to start our hangouts which would lead to movies, walks, and games. Laughing till we cried over silly things, what happened ? “In the silence of our egos we lost each other” oh how true this quote is and it hurts so much. How I wish I could explain why I said what I did and how it made me feel how much panic and pain and tears that flew through my mind as I knew my decision would put a wedge between us. You were just like us you felt the loneliness of being outcasted for no exact...
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“You shouldn’t go back to the dorms drunk. You can sleep in my bed, I’ll take the couch.”
But you didn’t sleep on the couch, did you?
You’ll never understand what you did to me. Lucky you. You’ll never understand how I laid in my bed the morning after crying and confused. Or how I desperately showered, trying to make sure the smell of you wasn’t lingering in my hair. You can’t comprehend how vulnerable, fearful, and utterly worthless you made me feel. Nor can you perceive the panic that would hit so hard my knees would give out and I would feel like I was suffocating. You can’t even begin to grasp the anger that got so intense I just about broke my hand punching the wall. And though I wish you could feel all of this for just an instant, I know that’s not possible.
Because you’...
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Hi there,
Are you still single or have you found the one? Hey, I'm you. Do you still remember? The you who had been crying her heart out. The you who sacrifice every part of you to him. The you who force herself to read tons of open letters but still, stuck in the loophole of love. Do you still think that he really loved you? Do you remember how hard it was for him to appreciate?
Yes, the you right now is crying her heart out, alone in Starbucks, where he works. And YES, he is not giving a damn f_ck about you.
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