You Bastard!

It’s been nearly a year since we last spoke, and I’m guessing I don’t cross your mind much anymore. But I am writing this to tell you how awful it is when I wake up in the morning and remember what you did. Not every morning, but the mornings when I awake in a fog and remember how it felt when I woke up with you on top of me. With your hands in places you assumed I wanted. Note that I said assumed, as there was never any consent, as you didn’t seem to need that to have your vile way with me. And yet here you are, still living a normal life, still pretending to be a decent human being. I always wanted to be an actress, but I am subpar compared to the painted mask you wear to the world, one of innocence and charm, that you continue to wear even now. You acted like the nice guy, and I...
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"Mother is the name for god, on the lips and hearts of all children..." That is why she does all she can to keep you happy and you use that to your advantage and always will. I must congratulate your efforts in driving a wedge between us that is probably irreparable now. Granted us being 6000 miles apart with a 7 hour time difference must have made it a bit easier for you to ply your trade but your countless lies during this period helped you achieve it. Most mothers, when their daughter seems to be struggling with her partner being so far away, would be supportive and try to help her through with kind words and good advice. Telling her that I had no intention of following through on any of the plans that we made, when you and I have never even discussed such things, and that it...
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"You know I didn't take advantage of you right?" Those were the words that came out of your mouth when I woke up. Do you think you did something wrong? On second thought, don't answer that question. We both know the answer. So let me ask you, Why did you take it that far? When you saw me in my bed, almost unconscious, what exactly was your thought process? You could always say you were trying to help me, that you just wanted to hold my hair back while I puked, but that's not all you did is it? Did I say I wanted it? I honestly have no memory of saying that. You saw an opportunity, when you saw me in bed, and you took advantage of it. Do you feel like a man now? Do you feel accomplished? You shouldn't. There are so many things I have wanted to say to you but I've been scared...
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I don't know, maybe someone can help me understand the whole concept of manners? I was raised in a very strict but respectable household where we were taught "please", "thank you", how to hold the doors for others, etc. Why is it that it seems parents don't teach them anymore? I cannot tell you how many times the past week I had a brat talk back to me (they were a cashier and rang my stuff up wrong), or even let the door slam in my face. My biggest pet peeve is when people act like they have no prior training in what manners actually are. I hate that social media and electronics have taken over the youth, I honestly think that is one of the reasons everything is so effed up. There is such a lack of respect for adults, authority, you name it. They want to be "grown" but can't act...
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From middle school to current day, my life has taken many paths. I am not the same person I was back then - I am more independent, not seeking approval and living my life to the fullest. I don't think I have had a genuine friend till I graduated - I mean sure, I had best friends in school but as soon as you don't see them every day, things change. That is fine. I don't hold grudges or wish things were the same. I am good. Some times you drift away from people who don't have the same goals/views as you. Perfectly okay. What is not okay, is being a controlling and overbearing friend. Unfortunately, I was exposed to many of those and now that they are no longer in my life - I am thriving. I don't wish evil upon them, just that they simply stay away from me. Don't let people who 1)...
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Jesse, Gelino March 2th,2018 Stopping the Ban on Pitbulls So, this month in my American Literature class we were reading a book called The Crucible, In the colonial days (1953). It is a book about girls being accused of witchcraft. It started with some girls dancing in the woods and someone ran into them and he assumed they were doing witch craft which was a conspiracy back then. Basically, if you were different you’re an outcast and discriminated against. I’m sure some of you know about witches in the past but while reading the story of the girls and the discrimination they experienced, it got me thinking about how pitbulls get discriminated against today. Lately, I’ve seen a lot of ads against pitbulls and I don’t understand why. So many other dogs go through the same thing...
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Everyday I sit and look at our son with millions of thoughts rushing through my head, I can't help but to be mad at you and even hate you for chosing drugs and jail over the precious little boy that looks at me like I am the best thing in the world, and to him I am because he knows nothing else but Mommy. He's almost 4 and this is your second time in jail, you've missed all the firsts, his first steps, first day of pre-k at daycare and you will miss so much more. He will be almost 7 when you get out this time, and he will not remember much about you. You ruined your relationship with him and its nobody's fault but your own. But a part of me cant help but be thankful, while you are sitting in jail I get to spend everyday with him, I get to watch him learn and grow, I get to be there for...
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I really wondering if you have any real plans of trying to stop russians personal of planting or putting hateful misinformed out on twitter. Somehow russians is doing what they want to disrupt people whether is upcoming elections or to destroy democracy of believing in the politicians that is for the people in the u.s! I know you can't stop russians but, you can view...
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Ingraham who are you to call someone"s comments ignorant when it comes to people criticizing Donald Trump . Let be honest when it comes to donald trump most people thinks trump is a ignorant individual who doesn't seems to knowledge others besides himself...
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You don’t understand what feelings are. You love to bring the good people down. Every time someone tells you about their life, you just skip over it. You think it’s all about you. What kind of mentor are you? Apparently the innocent people need to learn what thoughtfulness is, but I’m sorry you do. You stress the good people out and they get sick, yet you can walk the sidewalk looking at them and giving them the dirtiest look. You don’t ask if they are okay. You assume things. We wish you could change what you do and how you work, but only you can. But please just listen to me for once! You don’t know who I am and I’m trying to tell you. It’s not all about you Mrs. What’s-your-face! My brother passed away when I was young. He was my person and it went over your head. My brother stayed...
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