Going through a break up is never particularly pleasant, especially when it appears to almost come out of the blue. But what made things all the more difficult for me was when I first realised that my ex is going out with a friend of mine.
Trying to process this fact only confused me more and all sorts of thoughts entered my head, from 'did he want to see her instead of me the while time?', to 'has she just been waiting for him to break it off so she can step in?'. But the question that most resonated in my mind was how could a supposed good friend do something like this to me?
In a way I'm not surprised by my ex's actions and I don't particularly blame him for doing this but for a friend to do something like this is incomprehensible to me. It has left me feeling stupid and...
You Bastard!
I was in love with this real nigga but he died... Secretly feeling these feelings for his homie at the same time.
The day he passed we started to come together. Tryna forget about this stormy weather.
But this ain't the beginning of the story so I gotta rewind, back to me pimiping hoes and tryna get mines.
You know I was always a go getter, but something was missing cus we weren't together. I pursued u but u know it took time u had another gf at the same time. I said leave her ill buy u wateva .. Take u on vacations fly u whereeva. But we got close over time, we got thru all the hoes and the fights.
Then good news I found out I was pregnant.. You told me baby you know we gotta keep it. I was a tatted up hood chick.. Grillz on always rocking the new shit.. He came from a religion...
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