Love Letters

in 3 simple words you saved me. You met me at a park for the first time. literally thats how we met you wanted to met up and there we were talking about random shit for a good 2 hours just walking in circles in that damn park. i never thought that you would be the one to change everything for me. I had just gotten out of an extremely bad relationship. Some of my friend knew what sorta happened but they never got the whole story. I was reluctant to let you in. Seriously im extremely stubborn and i dont know how you lasted that long. But you did and you always make me feel safe and loved and you let me make my own decisions and go out with friends and you never raise your voice at me when your are upset about something you just say what you need to and we talk it out. I think the part that...

It seems like just yesterday when we met. Holding hands and staying out late with the music blaring and the windows down. The feeling of your hands holding my face and the sound of your voice begging me to never let go, that will never fade away. But those summer nights did. For three and a half years we fought to stay together. We beat all the odds and always ended up on top. We did things I told myself I'd never do and you brought out the best in me. You taught me what freedom felt like. But you also taught me pain. I remember the first time you yelled at me and pushed me down. I didn't care. It was my fault. I apologized. I remember the first time you lied to my face when the truth was right in front of me. Again, I apologized. I remember giving up my dreams and my future to do...

Don't talk to strangers. They say. But, you are an exception to the rule. I answered a random question from a stranger and that was you. That question was followed by more and more questions but this time it is not from you but from me. Why of all the men on earth it has to be you? Why did you came to my life all of a sudden? Why did you make me feel special? What if I do not answer your question? Will I be happier? Will I meet you some other time, on the right time? You always say that you haven't experienced to be in love. And i assumed that this is the reason why you are afraid to fall in love. I do understand. I will always understand. For I did not find you. You came. But maybe not in the right time. You came, at the time I am afraid to fall in love again but then you regained my...

One word comes with fiancé that is of the upmost importance to me; commitment. Any first experience can be either the best or the worst. I'm hoping and praying you will be my first and last fiancé. Relationships are never easy with all of the physical and mental temptations. Making it to the decision where you want to spend the rest of your life with someone takes time. Whether a relationship has been ongoing for a few months or a few years, once you find the one special person of your dreams, all the temptations will seem to go away all at once. It seems all that you now care about is her/him and supporting them at all costs. You would give your life for them, but will they sacrifice theirs for you? That is the question that one must figure out on their own. All of the time and...