Love Letters

in 3 simple words you saved me. You met me at a park for the first time. literally thats how we met you wanted to met up and there we were talking about random shit for a good 2 hours just walking in circles in that damn park. i never thought that you would be the one to change everything for me. I had just gotten out of an extremely bad relationship. Some of my friend knew what sorta happened but they never got the whole story. I was reluctant to let you in. Seriously im extremely stubborn and i dont know how you lasted that long. But you did and you always make me feel safe and loved and you let me make my own decisions and go out with friends and you never raise your voice at me when your are upset about something you just say what you need to and we talk it out. I think the part that...
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First and foremost, thank you for putting up with my shit. No one really gets me like you do and that kind of scares me. I have opened up to you more than I have with some of my friends. It scares me that I am now feeling with more depth than I ever had before in my life and I am still trying to grasp that I have the power to love, to fear, and to fight for someone so deeply and I don't know how to deal with it. But now I am starting realize that my feelings are becoming stronger each day. I may seem distant because I am trying to figure my shit out, but in reality, I just want to be near you and have you love me for all of my flaws (which you already sorta do and I have no clue how...) I have never felt jealously so strongly before and it put me in a funk. Yes, I have gotten...
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It seems like just yesterday when we met. Holding hands and staying out late with the music blaring and the windows down. The feeling of your hands holding my face and the sound of your voice begging me to never let go, that will never fade away. But those summer nights did. For three and a half years we fought to stay together. We beat all the odds and always ended up on top. We did things I told myself I'd never do and you brought out the best in me. You taught me what freedom felt like. But you also taught me pain. I remember the first time you yelled at me and pushed me down. I didn't care. It was my fault. I apologized. I remember the first time you lied to my face when the truth was right in front of me. Again, I apologized. I remember giving up my dreams and my future to do...
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I'm sorry I told you your new black diamond earrings looked bad in front of your friends at the lunch table. I'm sorry I was so hurt and offended by pornography and put that blame on you. I caused myself that pain because I relied on you for confidence and wasn't accepting of my own appearance. I'm sorry I got mad when you wouldn't take your shirt off on the beach. Now I'm self conscious, too. I'm sorry for complaining on my 16th birthday when you felt like you ruined everything and I pressured you to fix it, and I acted like a little brat and I didn't try to make you feel better because it was my birthday. I'm sorry that I searched for approval of my appearance from other boys and men, when I should have only looked for my own approval. I'm sorry for seeming sad so...
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Don't talk to strangers. They say. But, you are an exception to the rule. I answered a random question from a stranger and that was you. That question was followed by more and more questions but this time it is not from you but from me. Why of all the men on earth it has to be you? Why did you came to my life all of a sudden? Why did you make me feel special? What if I do not answer your question? Will I be happier? Will I meet you some other time, on the right time? You always say that you haven't experienced to be in love. And i assumed that this is the reason why you are afraid to fall in love. I do understand. I will always understand. For I did not find you. You came. But maybe not in the right time. You came, at the time I am afraid to fall in love again but then you regained my...
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The funny thing is you reached out to me first. Knowing my situation, Knowing things would be difficult. But, you didn't seem to care and you were new, fun, mysterious. So, I took a chance on you. I'm not so sure if now that was a lesson or a blessing. You don't text, or call unless you're drunk or need a bootycall. Which is what we agreed upon so I'm not even mad about that. I'm not even necessarily mad at all honestly. But, what gets to me.. What really gets to me is that you claim to have no attachment. How can you sit there and tell me you have no feelings towards me. I'm not saying that you should be in love, because I'm not in love and I don't love you. I do however like you. I like you because you're a good person, I like our conversations, I like your attitude about...
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One word comes with fiancé that is of the upmost importance to me; commitment. Any first experience can be either the best or the worst. I'm hoping and praying you will be my first and last fiancé. Relationships are never easy with all of the physical and mental temptations. Making it to the decision where you want to spend the rest of your life with someone takes time. Whether a relationship has been ongoing for a few months or a few years, once you find the one special person of your dreams, all the temptations will seem to go away all at once. It seems all that you now care about is her/him and supporting them at all costs. You would give your life for them, but will they sacrifice theirs for you? That is the question that one must figure out on their own. All of the time and...
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I'm writing this to say "thank you", "Yes, I do care", "I'm Sorry" and for you to possibly understand me a little better. First I want to say thank you. Thank you for being my friend, my go to people. I've met you at all different times in my life and I am eternally grateful for you. We've celebrated, we've laughed and we've cried together...
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There are millions of people in this world, but in the end it all comes down to one. I still panic sometimes, forget to breathe, but I know that there's something beautiful in my imperfections; the beauty that he held up for me to see. The strength that I will never be able to say. I don't know what I did to ever deserve you but I will never question it. .. You have always handled all my flaws and "weirdness" with an open mind you never gave up on me instead you chose to love me anyway ..As time went on my insecurities and anxiety began to show But you still chose to love me anyway I remember the first time you ever saw me cry you didn't know why and honestly neither did I .. But you just held me tight and chose to love me anyway .. After that things began to change I felt different...
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Prom! That was the highlight of the year for my highschool! Everyone rushed to the stores and looked at every dress until they found the perfect one. There were mermaid style, long ball gown, strapless, halter top, and every color you could imagine. It was the perfect time. The one night every girl waited for. The night we got to feel like a princess. My junior year was one of the more stressful years and I couldn't wait for prom. I bought a beautiful ivory, strapless, Princess style dress! I loved it!! From the moment I put it on I felt beautiful! I just needed a date to make the night complete! But here's the sad truth: nobody asked me! I waited and waited but nobody asked me! Luckily I had a very handsome friend who didn't have a date either so we went together but still my night felt...
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