Good morning,
I know last night was a long night, I can hardly remember what happened past the blur of me frantically trying to find a movie to distract the fact that you were yelling at me. You seem to be yelling at me a lot more lately, and over simple things that we never used to fight about. Last night you rudely reminded me of the time I accidentally kicked the dog. Does that really need to be something you have to yell at me about? And it doesn't stop there either, the night before that, you yelled at me because my socks didn't match. Seriously? Socks? When have we ever had a problem with socks?
But hey, every relationship has its flaws, no? I guess we're just the next step in the process. I hope you slept well last night though, I didn't get much sleep sadly. But at least you...
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A letter to the dog who changed my life on my first Christmas without you...
I remember it clearly, the day I met you. I was an excited 8 year old, gleefully surrounded by tiny Labrador puppies. This was a dream come true for an animal lover like me, and I could hardly believe it was happening. I could never have imagined how much you would mean to me, or how you would shape my life for 13 years.
I look back at the pictures now: you were a tiny puppy, I was a tiny girl. We were partners in crime from the moment we met. We would have races down Grannie’s garden (you would always win) and we’d hide in the den I made under a tree. We’d snuggle up on the kitchen floor under your blankets; we’d hang out and watch TV together. I’ll never forget the way you used to look at me, or the way...
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Dear Birth Parents who Gave me Up,
Hey, It's me. I don't think we know each other but I just wanted to check in with you. You've been on my mind lately, I don't know why. Maybe because I'm moving onto the next stage of my life and leaving the one where you gave me up. But it's fine, I'm thankful to you for it and I'm grateful to the parents who took me in. I'm 18 years old now. I'm graduating high school in a few short months. I have some hobbies now, real ones.
I know I was a baby when you left me. I know I was picked up by police and dropped at an orphanage. I actually visited the orphanage some years back and met my foster mother. She had me for an entire year before I was adopted by the best parents in the world. She cried, I don't remember her that much and I didn't really...
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To whom it may concern,
Look first things first let’s talk about your self image issues, you try so hard to make people who already love you, love you. You are the funniest person I know so that’s a plus. You are intense and to make things worse you are hyper aware of how insanely intense you are which only makes you more self conscious of it causing more problems.
You are messed up when it comes to issues of the heart, we all know this but we are patient and remember time heals nothing it just gets filled up with other things to care about along the way. Your worst fears may come true but relax you are still here and it’s going to be OK, learn to make the best of what you have.
Forgive yourself…for EVERYTHING, whats done is done and you can change nothing so embrace who these...
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Let’s just be honest. I had my heart absolutely ripped out recently, and it hurts, it hurts really badly. The reason why it hurt so much wasn’t because of the promises that were made, the conversations that took place, and the reassuring that she would be there through thick and thin, even though that hurts so much, but what hurt was the fact that she did not know how to verbalize what she wants. I was attracted to this girl more than I ever thought possible. Every little thing made me love her more and more. When we got into fights, she would say, “Just love me” and it put a smile on my face every single time, and it made me do just that, love her.
In a second, a literal second, everything changed. She suddenly said that it just wasn’t working. We were doing a long-distance...
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dear dexter.. miss na kita lagi parin kita naiisip kahit na pinipilit na kita kalimutan.. naiisip ko kung ako kaya namimiss mo din? kung kahit minsan ba naaalala mo din kaya ako? sana gunawa ka naman ng way para magka communication ulit tayo.. sana kahit wala na whatsapp ko sana i unblock mo na ako sa fb mo at i message mo ako kahit kumustahin mo man lang ako... napaka imposible ng hiling ko no? alam ko naman na hindi mo gagawin yun kasi ayaw mo mag away kayo ni blendz... dahil na oopen din nia ang fb mo kaya malabo na i unblock mo pa ako... miss na miss na kita dex.. dito parin ako umaasa na sana maalala mo parin ako kahit na wala na tayo communication.. dexter ian mahal na mahal parin kita..
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We met summer during high school. it was my friend's sister debut. I was so excited and nervous that time because you are there. When I arrive, I immediately saw your face. I actually, literally froze at that moment you smiled at me. What a creature... I guess your an angel huh? That smile kills me. We didn't even talk that time but I know you want to talk to me but maybe your just shy. Well, your my friend's cousin and I know she will do something about us. And know what? My friend came to my house the next day telling me that you want to know my phone number and also invited us to have coffee n his place. I shouted and jump in excitement. I wasn't expecting that though. Then we talk for hours and drink coffee. It was so exciting to know more about you. In short, I instantly fell for you...
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Preface: I have thoroughly considered the potential consequences of publishing this open letter. I expect that some of my family members may judge me harshly; they may attempt to guilt me or may even decide to cut off contact with me forever after reading it, and that’s OK. Everyone is entitled to their feelings and emotions! My personal, most heartfelt desire is for peace and healing in my own life. My goal is to weed out negativity and drama and leave toxic relationships behind.
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Mom,
I’m not sure if you will ever read this; but if it happens to find you, I am almost certain that you will not care at all. So, I am writing this letter for me, and for anyone like me, who feels like they are a broken shell of a person desperately trying to...
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Remember when we were messing around with that old video camera I found in my room? “Are we going to show this at our wedding?!” “We have to! Hi family…!” “Here let me record you.” I found those discs, but the camera doesn’t work anymore. I thank that camera for breaking. Maybe it knew I shouldn't look at those recordings. Not because it would make me miss you, but because it would make me even more angry. And yes, I am certainly still angry. I think that’s why I’m writing this. I really don’t want to be angry about this anymore. It’s been years, it may even seem longer to you, but I remember the moment you broke my heart like it was an hour ago.
God I was so excited to come home from work that day that I was actually giddy, smiling as I walked through my door. Stupid....
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There are millions of people in this world, but in the end it all comes down to one. I know that there's something beautiful in my imperfections; the beauty that you held up for me to see. This is the reason I can never shake you.
I don't know what I did to ever deserve you, even if for only a short while... You always handled all my flaws and "weirdness" with an open mind... I remember the beautiful way you always looked at me, like you knew the depth of my soul from day one...As time went on my insecurities and anxiety began to show, but you still chose to love me anyway...After that things began to change I felt different I wanted space and time i wasnt ready to let you in let you see the mess I truly was .. I began to imagine how my life would be without you I began to go out and...
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