Why oh why?

Subject: Why oh why?
From: From: Ana
Date: 11 Nov 2019

Why? Just simply why? Did it not mean anything to you? Did you not feel anything? Am I not pretty enough? But most importantly why did it have to be me?

That night we both knew how right we were for each other but it’s pointless if the universe doesn’t support it. A playboy like you would never understand what it’s like to be hurt and heartbroken. Although you left me cold and blue I pray for you because my love for you is so genuine and pure and I truly want nothing but the best for you. Even if it is her... We’re so young and there’s so much in store for us and you for one can vouch for that. Now I realise as to why adults say ”don’t fall in love when you’re young” because sometimes it breaks you to the point where you have no more hope for love. I have so many things that I want to tell you and so many things that I want to ask you. I wish you would hear me out. It breaks my heart that the life you’re living is not for yourself but for those around you, everything you do sadly is to fit into the stereotypical norm. I just hope you don’t lose track. The most important question I want to ask you is “are you happy?” We used to share everything but times have most certainly changed and above all you have changed... We’re countries apart now and the only thing that will connect us is the moon, the same moon that was shining down on us that night. No matter how many times I tell my friends I don’t care about you it’s obvious that I do! If I could travel back in time to that night, a part of me wants to relive every moment and another part of me wants to change everything. The memory of that night haunts me in the most melancholic way. This all happened because of a kiss...