Like a Dog with a Bone

Subject: Like a Dog with a Bone
Date: 20 Aug 2022

Missing you again,
What’s new there?
Constantly thinking of you,
With a blank stare.
Why couldn’t things be different?
Why did it have to end this way?
Did you even love me?
Were you even gay?
Looking back, I don’t think so,
There’s nothing more to say,
Except I don’t feel like it’s done,
I can’t accept it ended this way.
But when it comes down to it,
The words don’t want to come out,
Nothing inside makes sense,
Filling me with doubt.
You broke my heart,
But you already know that,
Which is why I haven’t heard a thing,
I miss you so much,
Me, hands on the steering wheel,
On the M1,
Listening to you sing,
Sometimes I think I hate you,
Sometimes I hope that you’re alone,
Doesn’t stop me thinking of you,
I’m like a dog with a bone.
I hope you hurt as much as me,
I hope it hurts you too,
But then again,
I hope you’re ok really,
Because deep down,
I still love you.